ready…. steady…… goooooooooooooo 2015……………..

ready…. steady…… goooooooooooooo 2015……………..

Hi guys 🙂 First of all I wish you all a very prosperous new year……

Well,  this post of mine may irritate you a lot…..,

It has become obvious and common in everyone’s life we definitely has faced a lot of years and obviously every year would have a January 1. Oh yeah!! thatz a new year.

We often face a position in our life when we ask ourselves these(or atleast .01% close to these) kind of questions,
Have you ever
->been to a party when yu often thought noone would notice if you were missing?
->Looked some one in the eye and told them how dumb and stupid they were?
->Slapped a stranger on purpose and said,”oh sorry i thought you were my friend because yu looked so similar to him.” and repeat it?
->Walk in to a couple’s room knowing they are making out and say,”eeeshk get a room”
->Stand on a foot board of an empty bus, and when the conductor says,”yu useless piece of shit come up and get in, if yu die my family goes to street.” yu say,”if yu want yu come outside yu lazy piece of crap and besides yu have a family? Ok that gives me a hope that i definitely would get married.”
->now you re thinking why are yu still reading this?

Well if you have done none of this then stop reading now(please dont, just an attitude attempt)
If yu have done atleast done one of those, then think. Think how happy you felt at that moment(ofcourse if you were not beaten up later on)

It has practically got nothing to do with this post except for the fact that all these things are considered to be fun. And i bet anyone that you can do these things on any day of the year. So the question is, why such a hype about new year? Lets face it, the old traditional reasons are so long dead and gone. Well it was actually because a solar calendar developed by Julius Ceaser in some B.C period and in that January 1st was said to be the completion of one revolution. And clearly we are not celebrating for that reason. Its for fun, thats all it is. Nothing new about the new year except for a number change in the date we use.

So the things that mostly happen on a new years eve, or the december month maximum are New release of movies, lot of hype about all the planning for the year, Celebrities and politicians on TV for no obvious reason, shaking hands, New(but mostly dumb) movies on TV channels,
no TV soaps
for house wives- damn 😦 no soap
for the youth- Another day to relax
For old people- yeah whatever

a Holiday
For working people- Finally a holiday
For college students
-> boys- damn a holiday, just catch a movie or something, ask the girls if they are coming
-> Girs- crap girls, its a holiday the guys would probably be waiting for us to go for a movie with them lets have some fun by making them wait { seriously what is wrong with you :/?} eventually the guys go alone and later the girls blame them for not taking them along.

More or less these are few of the things that happen on a new year or days close to it. Everyone knows that its nothing big except for the holiday and the hype. They just don wanna admit it because its fun. Overrating things is what it should be called. Hey its just another day. If you think about it there are some people who have the feeling that if something goes wrong on new year, the who year is gonna collapse for them. Many other Superstitious reasons as well.

New years day or eve january 1st is just another day we go through. Every month has a new day, every day has a new hour every hour has a new minute and it keeps going on. Life goes on it does not refresh just because its a new year. Things still happen and time still goes on. Being a social animal, we humans just overrate it to be a very High day in every year. If you give this rating to every second of your life, imagine how fabulous your life would be….
New years day or eve january 1st is just another day we go through.
cheers!!

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FLASH BACK PART – II

FLASH BACK PART – II

2nd December 2009 “That’s it I cannot take any more of ur ignorance. This is no longer a relationship.It’s always about u n you just seem 2 be interested about urself. It’s as if u never wanted me here. And it’s me who is always pushing things n taking initiatives 2 keep this relationship healthy. That’s it, I quit, FOR GOOD!!” were her last words. I tried 2 explain how it all was just a game. But she refused 2 accept it. She must hate me. Well even I was not crazy about myself at that point. I ran behind her n explain all about it but it dint seem 2 go anywhere.” I woke up with a start it was all a dream. I had 2 apologize 2 her. Be with her again. So after all that wait I started for her house. 2 apologize in person. But the Ego restrained me. So I stayed.

20th, November 2009 It had been more than a week since I had spoken 2 her. And I was starting 2 feel guilty. It was not my fault but that’s not the point at all. It was a huge fight but now it’s all getting on 2 my head. I was stupid and I should hav apologized 2 her but I did not. It was her mistake as well. But the ego dint let me move forward with the apology. I was an achiever up till then, that dint let me put my foot down. But at the end no matter whose mistake it is the distance between US increases. I dint know what would make it better. N I was torn between my feelings and my ego. Damn this ego!!

PS: This post is the continuation of ‘FLASH BACK’ short story series and those who haven’t read the 1st part can check it out here.

https://syedajazahmednazirdiary.wordpress.com/2014/12/23/flash-back-part-i/

#story_continues…….

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This Year has Given Me……….

This Year has Given Me……….

This year has given me……….

The touch of your hand

The look in your eyes

The listener for my poems

The laughter for my happiness

The creativeness of my mind

The understanding of my ways……..

The joys of our friendship………

this year has given me “You”

PS:: Photo Credit :: google……..

Missing Some0ne………..

Missing Some0ne………..

This heart is missing you
You live in my memory
The silence in the crowded room
Your only voice calls out to me

The mourn inside my heart
Slowly tracks me down
But its soul will not depart
Its soul will not let me down

The thorns of my emotions
Pricks me deep everyday
The pain it gives everytime
Reminds me for you I have to stay

Sorrows fill my empty soul
Tuck me to bed every night
Filling my room with silent screams
Holding me till day light

My heart has only one love
The love I can only give
Pure as the mist in the dawn
Pure as the way we shall live

PS:: Photo Credit:: google……

Without You………………

Without You………………

At every sunset seems useless
Bearing the days that are gone
Without you by my side…………..
Is worthless to watch the sunrise

No glory from paradise’s light
Will ever open my eyes
My feelings sleep in yellow horizons
My memories know no darkness in the nights

Never let down my desires
Never will they doom my day
Your only thoughts accompanies
Looking forward to you what may!

Yet my spirit forever raises high
With the hope deep inside……………
Waiting for the call of heaven
Where for you my life would end!

PS:: Photo Credit : google

Flash Back Part – I

Flash Back Part – I

17 December 2009: I was, lost forever, trapped and without a choice, but 2 holding my head in one hand and the ring on the other. Crying my heart out but I could not produce a sound. All hopes were lost. The tears in my face were covered by the rain drops. I was the one who always told her that I never wanted anyone to see me cry. But then now I wish she would open her eyes at least to see me cry and tell me not to cry……

I dint hav words 2 express myself 4 what I had done. She was the only one I had in my life n now I was alone. Left all alone once again. Yes I had told her that loneliness was something that I loved but now I felt that she could hav been there with me 2 share this loneliness. Even my ego, my pride my aim, my achievements had left me alone. Now I know what being lonely meant. The fair face was because she was having, blood cancer. She was not able to come but still did just because I had asked her to. She had become thin not because of her gym but because she was not well. It was weak not thin. The thud while on the call was because she had fainted. N I failed 2 notice that. Despite all that she had come just 2 make me happy n what did I do? Hurt her, irritate her, n kill her.

#story_continues…….

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L0V3 N0TΣ – 3

L0V3 N0TΣ – 3

I try to talk to you, but I don’t know what to…… I know you don’t want me to say anything. So I don’t. But words are waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too… but I’ll never know …….

PS:: Photo Credit:: google…