Toxic Relationship #01

Dated 30-12-16

So many questions cross my mind. I felt torn by doubts and jealousy. Why was I feeling jealous, I did’t really know. All these words were just words of few syllables so far to me, jealousy, love, possessiveness, doubts, longing, etc. but now I was actually feeling some of these feelings. Where was I heading? There must have been other people too in her life. This thought drove me crazy, though I did not know why. Will I ever know?

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My Bullet Rani

My Bullet Rani

I was at my work when I saw her for the first time…… For a second I wasn’t sure if it was true, but the closer I stared the more I wanted to believe that this could not be a figment of my imagination. Yes!! She was riding a cruiser, wearing a black helmet and talking on a cell phone. I stood up from my desk and followed her with my eyes as much as I could through the window, but as I ran outside to see more of her, she was gone the moment I made it to the street….  As quickly as she had appeared. My afternoon of typing up resumes and looking for jobs on the internet was suddenly stimulated to life by a brief sighting of that  beauty …. Now what more could I have asked for? She could not be a day over twenties, her hair caressed the air like paper floating through the wind and her body was sculpted like a fine work of art. I had difficulty returning to my desk that afternoon because I wanted to see more. My heart rate was speeded up and suddenly I felt a sexual feeling that I had gone so long without. When I finally returned to my desk to resume my dreary task of looking for work- I was almost depressed by the thought that my Bullet Rani was forever gone.

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My Addiction

Everytime I’m online I ofen try to be optimistic about the way in which internet seems to colonizing our mind and body. In it’s current state a massive change is taking place in our live and the ways in which we spend our time. Well! I have realize that at this point it may be an unavoidable change but as soon as previous generations and my generation die out, existing in these cyber world will be the normal. But I can not help but wonder if the paradox that most of us are experiencing at this point in our lives has enormous consequences for our personal freedom, our planet, our mental health, our physical health, our intimate and personal relationships, our imagination and so on….. It seems to be so that the more and more we are online the more and more we become isolated from all these things…. 

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Amit N Jyoti Conversion #09

Amit N Jyoti Conversion #09

Dated :: 21-05-2016

My Thoughts

What m I doing with her….? With this strange excited, crazy girl? Well…. I guess I got the answer to my question watching her…. Opposites attracts I had heard this saying but nevr believed it…..there where many differences between Us…..But still I m attracted to her, So… I guess I need to spend some more time with her…..only to make sure that my attraction towards her wasn’t just because I wasn’t able to f9 my dream girl…But….She was different she could talk endlessly… n I didn’t want her to stop…..

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Thought #04

Thought #04

When a girl tries to understand ur issues, n helps you to solve it…and always tries to bring a smile’s on ur face, even though U hav done nothing for her than She is a Keeper……

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L0V3 N0TΣ – 6

L0V3 N0TΣ – 6

It’s hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember. We often say its better to be single……then to get hurt but being single and thinking about memories kills. Feelings don’t die. Well! we just keep them alive by feeding them memories. That’s the exact reason why it is so hard to move on from a loved one. It’s sad when the people who gave you the best memories, become a memory. But we have to move on….

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An Unseen Pain

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Looking at her starving face, I could see her unhappiness I feel sad N thought for a second how deeply do I know her! Sitting on 0ne side of the footpath, Least bothered about the person passes by, Begging hardly on that sunny noon, Either for food or money, Does it mean a lot to her life? Perhaps, it’s a kind of timely escape from her regular concerns. She may have a family like us, eagerly waiting for her to reach back home safely!

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Happy Mothers Days (Amma)

Happy Mothers Days (Amma)

 This post is dedicated to my Amma

               I came to this world, with the blessing of ur soul……nourished by ur intense affection & lots of love and care….. U influence me with ur thoughts and ideas……U hav been a reflection of Patience that’s endless even in storms and pain…….. I grew up with compassion absorb within…….to love every soul that come across my life’s stream….An image of Godliness, a rare sight of beauty, with a heart of devotion & duty……U hav lead a life of hardship and struggle, still adjusted in every situation with grace….. Ur life has been a blessing of God…. For us……. I will always tried to be the one you had perceived, The virtues I possess hav been ur gift ……. Sentimental and suave are the only jewels you keep, as I being the gem of ur life and wealth… I find myself wordless to describe Ur existence, for me you are the  source of my very own existence……

Your’s Son

Syed Ajaz Ahmed Nazir

PS the photo was clicked on my Birthday:: 03-05-1993